Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Monday, October 11, 2004

man. stupid feelinggs.
I HATE.
yucks. make me feel so dead.
nvm, i'll jus hafta tk the fact.
hais.

babyy went to tk EGG frm her fwen.
to give her buddy as encouragement.
i dont know whatever for lahh.

haben been feelingg too gd these few days.
uncertain feelinggs all tangled up tgt.
~~i hate it lahhs.~~

talking to sinyee.
hahas.
she one nice sweet lil girl.
her ... like her A BIT lehs.
hahahas.
im happy for her lahhs. :D

i need new songs.
someone please send me songs.
im tired of those stupid songs!!
mummy dont allow me to d/l anymore.
hmph. she says it spoils the comp and make it slow.
true lahh. i agreed.
but i still wanna d/l. ARGHS.

kwai's givin mie sweets again! :D
aww, i love that pts.
she's HOW NICE.
hehs. BIG BOX OF SWEETS.
she gave me plentyy of them that time.
I LOVE! *kiss

oh yahh, btw.
BIG THANKEW to kwai.
i bottled up plenty things and now, i told her everythingg!
:D thanks to her lahh.
and i know one big secret abt her alr.
she dont know how to eat lollies.
she has got a real cute wayy of eating them.
she cute lahh.
i dreamt abt her last night too!
i dont know why.
hahahas. maybe misses too muchh.
hehs. xD *big hug for kwai

like what kwai says, shit happens.
ive been givin in alot lately.
ive been doing alot for you.
i dont know if u ever did realise.
even an outsider, JEAN, she realise it.
hais. i dont care whether u give a fucking care to it or not.
i just want u to appreciate what ive been doing,
what ive been tryin to change myself into.
for this, im sure, ive been thru many pains and laughters.
wells, aft all, i enjoyed every single moment im with you.
i hope u cherish them as much as i do.
becox, i love u so.
im cherishing, im treasuring.
i dont wanna end up like the last r/s.
i didnt do what i shld do as a gf.
now, i dont wanna let it happen again.
i know the other party suffered alot.
i really dont wan that to happen.
i hope u wld understand how i feel.
im feelingg empty again.
i need u so badly.

baby i love u.
baby i need u.
baby i gotta u.
baby i cant live without u.

ure love came without a warningg.

; stick with you